What makes you think you can be there for me?
You’ve never been there?
There’s a reason I don’t turn to you.
It’s because you’ve never been there for me.
What should I think of that?
No matter the mental breakdowns I have,
you abandon me. Sure
go apologise profusely but if you really cared you’d change.
What should I do now?
Because I feel like shit.
I should be turning to you.
And I feel guilty when you apologise.
Am I just supposed to suffer in silence?
Or should I not feel anything at all?
What would you think If you read this?
You’d probably feel like shit. What am I?
I am an asshole, but you abandon me.
Let he who has not sinned cast the first stone.