Why?

Why do I feel nothing?
When I think that you’re gone?
I cried when I found out you had gone,
I cried when I said goodbye.
Now there is nothing, Why?

Why did you go?
How could you even leave?
What an asshole. Did you think of those
you’d leave behind?
Fuck. I’m still here.
Did you just ignore us? Just ignore me? Why?

Why do I say things like this when I know it’s wrong?
Maybe if I hadn’t left for months you wouldn’t have left.
I know I shouldn’t blame myself
but what else should I blame?

Why can’t I move on.
It’s been a year but you’re always on my mind.
Maybe I’ll never move on. Maybe I’ll never move on.
Maybe I’ll visit you.